what am i suppose to do?

what am i suppose to do?
i really have no idea.

i lost contact to the world.
i'm so damn moody today.
who can understand me?
who would wanna share my pain?

its not that i dont want to speak up.
i'm afraid of more misunderstanding between my friends.

i felt lost.
stumbled!
easily agigated.
felt so many nails hitting onto my heart.
ouch!

i need time to recover my wound.
the wound; you hurtful words and irritating 'cool' voice.
you're also upset. but you're trying to act cool.
pretending nothing happened.
why must you treat me like this?
oh girl.