gyming guiltiness

feeling guilty as ben is out of love now. it's not totally my fault la. seriously!! i think it's on Tuesday night, when i happen to go view ben's blog. than accidentally saw alot of emo stuffs between j and him. so wanted to like make fun of him the next time i see him. but yesterday, i was happily chatting with weiqi online. and suddenly told him that ben has a blog. so he text ben immediately after reading his blog. weiqi told me that he did not know that ben is so sad and trying the untie the knot in his heart between j and him. so weiqi text him, and j happen to be beside ben. so there's how j got to know that ben has a blog and went to read his blog which makes her feel so lost and did not know what to do. of course i also dont know how did ben link up everything and put the blame on me. but it's ok. even if ben dont put the blame on me, i myself would also feel guilty as to see ben in this way.

catch up with alot of movies recently at home like, "Prom Night, Nim's Island, Accepted and Superhero" the one i love most is "Accepted". much more realistic not horror kind but somehow may link to our lifes kind. ya, you should get it! hahah. anyway i went to gym today. tiring... bodies aching. especially my chest! cool. that's how gym works uhh... hahah!

goodnight guys. (: