i'm not who i am.

sometimes i find myself thinking of those vicious things.
some bad things that bad guys do.
i just dont know to explain to you guys.
its inside of me that's bad.
i'm not a bad guy.
its inside of me.
its someone inside of me
that's psycho-ling me.
i dont know who i am.
till now, i'm still able to control myself.
but later...
wish for the best.
i'm having negative thoughts.
negative thoughts.
eg; abandoning my friends.
doing things that makes my friends mad.
i just dont know.
but since i'm typing here, telling you guys how i felt.
hoping that i would not do that.
talk to me!