i read through the message.
those that you've sent me.
HUGE difference in the past and now.

i understand that you cannot forget somethings or somebody.
i'll give you more time.

i feel myself so childish expressing my feelings here online
and hoping that you'll visit my blog.
fuck!!!

this would be that last one.

i've asked you if you really like me.
i've asked you if you really can forget your ex-bf.
you say only a little bit.
you say you never think of him anymore.
how should i feel?
i dont know.

the feelings i have for you.
you say that i fell in love too fast.
ok i agree

i say that you fell in love too fast.
Reason:
ok, the last time i saw you was 5 weeks ago.
its was like end of September.
then you started to have a tiff with your bf.

i feel that i shouldn't be here blogging.
there might be greater misunderstanding between us.
but i can't wait to express my feelings.
really cannot stand it.
arr!

i just read your blog.
feeling so inferior.
just so, you know, ..
i know its the past.
but its just like 2 motnhs ago...
and i met you just 3 weeks ago.
imagine...
you only had conflict with your bf just 1 month after i got to see you.
1 month may not be long.
is just 4 weeks ago.
sorry, i just telling you how i feel.

i kept asking myself if i love you.
if i have any feelings for you.
then that's it!
everything is settle.
forgot the past and start anew.

i'll never break your heart - Backstreet Boys

[Spoken]
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Chorus
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie (2x)

As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see Chorus (2x)
Bridge
No way, no how
I'll make you cry (2x)
Chorus

124,709.25 SGD,
you need this in order to increase your chance of migrating to Australia.
shit!
its almost 125,000 SGD.
just to increase the chance of migrating ..
can somebody help me?
i really want to migrate to Australia asap.
start life afresh!
yes! work hard!
harder!!

started .

shit, studying together is a joy.

i dont blame anyone.
i blame myself.
for not being able to study in sec 5na;
for not revising my work frequently.
last minute then strive.
shit!
for today's paper,
SS!!!!!!
i studied Merger & Seperation.
i mean FOCUS!
but it didn't came out.
arrghh!!!!
i got brush up my Geography in order for a c5 or 6 in Humanties.

as for Maths paper 1 today,
i think i did averagly...?
lots of confidence in doing.
but end up teleing w/ my friends,
learn that there's lots of careless mistake.
suck dick!
i'm not retaking Os ever again.
never ever.
stress!!

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true

Everything I do - I do it for you