pocket bike

i forgot to show you all my pocket bike. cool uh. look at the vicer. it shattered while on its way to Singapore. hahah. 

lost @ 27 JAN 07

sometimes i find myself difficult to control my emotions.
it's just when i was about to let you dow, you contacted me.
so i decided not to let you go.
i know i was harsh to you when you contacted me again.
that's because when i was about to let you go. you contacted me, making me feel so lost.

once our (friends) relationship started, i gave you attitude.
yes that's because i feel real jealous.
i should have kept you by my side.
and you wouldn't go for that guy.
when our (friends) relationship was almost stable.
you kick me aside. telling me not to contact you anymore.
i feel really lost.

yesterday i called you.
you told me something that hurts me real deep.
and i told you something that really hurt you.
i didn't mean it. i'm sorry.
i went out alone.
i called you.
you ask me where am i.
if i'm not going home straight away, dont contact you again tomorrow.
i ask you. even if i go back now.
you would still find reason not to contact me.
whatever you say count.
i have no say.
you hang up my call.
and possibly went to sleep.
i'm all alone outside.

i'.m waiting for your call.

sg vs mal

wa, lost again. hahaha
it was Singapore vs Malaysia.

i bought D-A and Tg; 1
it was ok for the first half. everything went smoothly..
then for the second half. Malaysia made their first goal.
was very happy, until sg went in.
all my hopes were dash.
hahaha actuall, play for fun only. i'm ok with the losing.

(:

motor!

considering now, if i should take a sport bike?
hahhah, some of my friends said that i havent even take my license, dont ever think of what bike to take first. hahaha. i told them this is planning ahead. they still dont get it. hahaha. tomorrow is my prep 1. anxious... real anxious. i dont know why, maybe i'm afraid that the inspector might scold me for something, or maybe i just want to pass in one straight lesson, so that i dont have no waste any time on those excess prep!
hahaha anyway, good luck to myself. hahahah. bless me!

Vespa

get me the black one! woo.. i've enroll into SSDC for bike license. check it out! give me 4 months. and check it out! poot poot poot poot.... here comes my Vespa! 

i wanna fuck you fuck you.

feeling like a worthless shit right now.
she put me high, and drop me down.

you said you wanna patch. but you dont know how.
then the next day, i can't bear to leave him, he treat me real good.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!
hello! do you know whatever you said really cost alot.
cost as in, really matters to me.
you bought me to heaven,
and punch me to hell.
i tell you, i'm gonna hate you.

you said i broke up with you.
so you'll be the one who hate me
i did ask for patch, ( you dont want)
you allow guy to come get your number.

that's it. i din say that it wasn't my fault
it was partly my fault.
i'll make my next girlfriend prettier than you.
much prettier than you.
anyway, let me send my regards to both of you.

welcome(:

cool uhh.. this is my palm! so artistic. hahahah. i got this idea when i started playing in the office. i place my hand on the photoscanning machine. poop' this thing came out. 

recall

today our unit recall.
its an AOE recall.
the same thing, we knew it before hand.
thanks to our S1.(cpt sim)
it lasted till quite late.
5pm.
i believe everyone was exhausted.
can't wait to get home and have a good rest.

everything went well today.
system set up few minutes before hand.
everything was smooth.
just that my mood was a little bad.
because of you.
forget it.
i dont wish to talk about you here in my blog, regarding the matter.
anyway after the whole ORE recall, we went to the nearest fast food restautrant. KFC, and had our long waited meal.

nothing unusual happen today.
its just my mood, which swang very high and low today.
ya, almost forgot, weiqi's birthday celebration pictures
ask around my cliques.
or add me in msn, cheekyboey@gmail.com
thanks.

ended in year 2007

looks like everything has come to an end for us.
a new year,
a new beginning.

25 of Jan was suppose to be the happiest day for us.

but it turn out to be, new year, 1 of jan. we broke up.
its all because of me. my words, my attitude.
it all turn out the way i din expected.
she pestered me.
i pestered her.
today, 7 jan 2007.
she gave me a definite answer.
she told me this, "we can never be together again.
never be friends nor ever in a relationship.
let's be stranger."

tears rolled down from my cheeks.
i replied, ok take care.

that was the last msg she sent me.
you were with me for almost a year.
it hurts me when you are leaving.
i can't bear to let you go.
i know you're sick when you're with me.
if by letting me go, allows you to find for your happiness and future.
i cannot say anything.

bad year!

what am i suppose to do?

what am i suppose to do?
i really have no idea.

i lost contact to the world.
i'm so damn moody today.
who can understand me?
who would wanna share my pain?

its not that i dont want to speak up.
i'm afraid of more misunderstanding between my friends.

i felt lost.
stumbled!
easily agigated.
felt so many nails hitting onto my heart.
ouch!

i need time to recover my wound.
the wound; you hurtful words and irritating 'cool' voice.
you're also upset. but you're trying to act cool.
pretending nothing happened.
why must you treat me like this?
oh girl.

ending soon.

when she msg me,
and everything began.

she was going to cecilia's house.
when she was about to reach her place.
cecilia msg her, asking her out for a movie with her boyfriend.
she has no choice but to agree.

she told her bf that straight after the movie,
she'll returned home.

but when her bf came to know.
both of them started quarreling.
she din went home after that,
and the show lasted till quite late.
she went to have her dinner at the nearby coffee house.
dinner at 2300?
the bad thing was that she din even tell her bf.
for that 2 to 3 hours, she did not contact her bf.
as her bf was busy entertaining his cousins.
her bf tried calling her and sms-ing her quite a few times,
but no respond.
definitely her bf would get worried.
but when she called back.
she apologise and started shouting at her bf.
of course her bf started shouting at her first la...
when her bf called her, she was having her dinner.
at some kind of famous coffee house which was near the city area.
he allowed her to have her dinner, but she din even contact him when the movie end.
is like, " what is he to you?"

i'm the guy.

i got this feeling, we are about to end soon.
its New Year 2007. yet this kind of incident happen to me
bad sign.
got to urge to smoke right now.
anyone?